A Walk in the woods~

Took a bit of hike yesterday,

    It was lovely....................

But don't let the pictures fool you...

it's been a tough week.

We are spending tuesday at primary children's

with River,  we are praying for help...

will you?

He say's this is getting old.

I couldn't agree more.

Motherhood is such a balancing act.

 I feel like I have dropped all 

of my balls~

Wish I could be so much more...

so does my family.

If I spend to much time and attention on River,

the rest of the bunch feels bad.

Everyone is suddenly getting "sick" for

mom's attention.

 I try to equalize my attention to all of 

my beautiful children,

but it is never enough,

and River really likes me glued to his hip.

I don't blame him.

It's bunk to be sick...but even

bunker to be sick and alone.

So to my beautiful family...

Sorry I am a bit distracted these days.

I've gone for a walk in the woods

of life

crazy crazy life.

(sigh)

Perhaps I will bump into

 a certain vampire.